im gonna quit xanga. no point anymore, huh? i have to move to Iran anyways, wtf? going to school there, and my parents are getting really aprehensive about me going to school here, so there making me go there for school. i dont even like to speak Farsi!! wtf, im better at arabic any day. missing Lukasz like crazy, but gotta make sacrifices.

ameena

Currently Playing White Turns Blue By Maria Mena see related

THIS ONE IS JUST FOR MAHA!!!!

had a really nice weekend. all my Junior friends went to Junior Ring, but i just went all out clubbing and shit!!

woooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhoooooo, clubbin with the Bosnians is crazzzzzzzzy!! they sure like to drink and smoke and shit, but they are some crazy ass kids!

on a lighter note

some of my Lebanese friends are really concerned, and i am too. one of my best friends, Daniel, is from Lebannon. and he just so happens to be visting Beirut right now because of Spring Break. im sooooo extremely worried for him. he called and said it was our equivalent of Tianeamean Square, minus all the tanks killing and squashing people.

Lukasz and me are really happy. for Valentines he took me to dinner, sent me flowers at school, and picked me up from school. then, he put on my favorite music (Maria Mena) and we drove to this bridge here in St.Louis. it was soooooo terryifying and exhilirating all at the same time. we stood there and watched these boats come in. it was romantic. he gave me a wonderful card that said "i love you" like a million times on it. and it said all the things he loved about me. but the best present was at home. i go home and hes like "look where you are going, ok?" im like, "ok baby, im so happyy!!!!" and i didnt really give much thought to it. i go into the house and its really quite. Omar left a note by the door that said they all went out to dinner. kinda strange. but, i walk up the steps and there are like, 500 post it notes, all in green (my fav. color) and they said all the things that i do that make him happy. like, calling him just to say hi, or making him soup when he is sick. it was soooooo sweet. all the posts its went up to my room, and on my bed, it was a heart of roses!!!! in the middle was my favoritest pic. of me and him. ill try and post all the pics if i ever get some time.

so, there MAHA THERES MY POST!!!! XoXoXo, love you girly

shalom/salaam/peace

ameena

i think blogs are getting soooooo played out. the guy who is running for Saint Louis mayor has one!!!!! come onnnn. there was a shooting at a school near my house. one kid got shot in the leg, hes only 14!! and then, like 4 hours later, another kid was shot. violence, violence. when will it stop?

umm, never because people are crazy motherfuckers.

ameena

to the WHOLE world! yes, everyone...such a dork

its the last day of 2004, it seems like it went by so fast. i miss all my seniors from last year (tears, *haedar*). but, things have turned out for the best. lukasz and i are now officially back together (yeahhhhhhh maha) so my love life is doing good. eveything that happened this year was for the best , even if janet's nipple was shown, and justin was all shocked. and even if Paris really was a hoe, like we all know, its ok, cause we can all go rent her video!

yesterday i went to the mall, saw soooo many ppl. Lan, Tu, Andrew(my baby!!!), Kamren, Faiz (damn bad ass kurds), Asians who got kicked out this year, Alma, Nick(fucker), jany's sister, hileby, yadda, yadda.

have a great 2005!!!

love always,

ameena

happy holidays to everyone who celebrates. its boring here. but at least i have ppl to talk to. if you visit this xanga, or even care, leave some props. other than that, goodbye

ameena